CAN’T CALL YOUR MOM

I’m Nicole Weston. As a motherless mother myself, I show you how to move beyond willpower and mindset to heal at the root, integrate your grief, and reclaim your whole self.

300+ Transformations

QCP™ Practitioner

Somatic Practitioner

Trauma Conscious Coach

14 years

This Is My Story…

I know what it feels like to lose your mom while she was still here and then again in death.

I know the ache of estrangement — of grieving someone who is alive, of mourning a relationship that was complicated and painful and yet still yours. I know the confusion of not being allowed to grieve loudly because she didn't die. Of not being sure your loss even counts.

And then she did die. And I carried both.

If you've lived any version of that — I see you. I am you.

LISTEN TO THE PODCAST

LISTEN TO THE PODCAST

Tune into the Can’t Call Your Mom Podcast

I started this podcast because I was searching for a place I could bring ALL of me. A mom. A wife. A business owner. A motherless mother. A woman who was grieving and ambitious at the same time and felt all the things about both.

I did the deep soul-level work and found an integrated version of myself, of all of me. I’m no longer living in parts, I feel grounded, in it all.

Not healed.
Not transformed.

Grounded in me. The woman I am now and who I am becoming.


THE MOST POPULAR EPISODES

Episode 001

For The Motherless Mother Who Is Finding Her Way Home


Episode 002

The Things We Never Got To Say… A Voicemail to Mom


Episode 003

The Rage No One Talks About After Your Mother Dies

  • Live Community Call: She's Dead. Now what? May 21 at 12pm ET

    You kept going after she died. You held it together, kept showing up, kept mothering, working, leading. Now you're wondering left who am I now and why does everything still feel so heavy?

  • Join the 4 o' Clock Club

    What is the 4o’Clock Club? A community of motherless mothers who are living, loving and leading in their life after their mom died. You see my mom called me everyday at 4pm and five years later I still reach for the phone so we can chat. But we can’t because she died. Each week I will send you some love, a new podcast epsiode, thoughts on my mind, insights all in the name of honouring who we were and who we are becoming as motherless mothers. I am honoured you are here.

  • Can't Call Your Mom Gathering: In person event

    An Intimate Evening for Motherless Mothers in Barrie, Ontario

    One evening dedicated to honouring the maternal line and moving grief forward for the woman who is living, loving and leading after losing her mom.

    This evening was made for the woman who is doing all of it mothering, leading, building, loving — while carrying a grief that most of the world doesn't have space for.